I know I keep saying this, but God is bigger. Corny as it may sound if life is going to throw us lemons, God is the ultimate lemonade maker. I pray that blessings pour out of the struggles that everyone is going through. It won’t take away the pain, but may show the purpose for the pain. Or at the very least, which is still amazingly great, we know He is with us through the pain.
Yesterday was Joshua’s birthday. It is a tough time of year for me. It is also a wonderful time of year for me. I miss my little guy terribly, but I love Christmas. Conflicting emotions. My husband, the best one ever, took my kids out for a “secret mission” yesterday and they came back bearing gifts of balloons, ice cream and cards. (The ice cream set me off on my emotion eating, which I had been controlling so well…but I digress). It was the perfect gesture. I cherish my family…I truly couldn’t be more blessed by them!
In the midst of sadness sometimes it is hard to find the joy…God allowed them to make the joy very apparent yesterday and I am thankful for that.
My heart still aches for my family and friends who are in so much pain right now, but it also sings with the joy of God’s blessings that I don’t want to miss through the tears.